for my CLOTTEY..

He's my friend, a companion, a stress reliever. He's been with me for 2 years now. I feed him, bathe him, comb his hair, wipe his pee & picked his poop, he maybe small but his a grown-up for me. one thing that has been forever w/ him back when i first had him.. he likes to poo outside my door's room! i get pissed sometimes but my love for him always win. that maybe the reason i don't wanna see him suffer. he is sick, his lungs had weakened that has triggered his immune system to drop down. he has not eaten anything for weeks now. the only thing he's been taking is water w/ dextrose powder. he got some itching, wounds that caused his hair to fall off, and colds..

ALL MY FAULT.

My shallow thinking has caused him sick. this freakin' news about pets that was victimized by heat stroke (for all we know the past summer has never been that hot!) that i saw on TV said to avoid it, is to shower your pets every morning to have the fresh feeling all day, and keep them indoors. so i did! and maybe that was the biggest  mistake I've never should have thought of doing. 

i pity my dog so much.. he is my first pet! every time i come home he always bark, wave his tail and come running towards me. i wanna remember him that way. i love him very much, that it pains me to see his condition now thinking his lungs have weakened because i showered him everyday. and he smells bad already.. the pus that is coming out from his wounds gives that smell. he barely can't see.. i never heard him bark again. last week papa told me to just mercy kill my dog, he said his sickness could infect our 2 other dogs.. we applied a lot of meds already.. we even tried the meds for humans.. not until the vet said he is suffering much already.. it has awakened selfishness.. and decided to agree w/ papa to put him to rest. was my decision right?? i love him so much that i don't wanna see him suffer longer. he suffered long enough because of my dumb thinking. now i only have my dog Miley w/ me and my brothers pit bull named Shibba.i love my dogs so much but these two could may never fill the spot that clottey left, for he is my number 1.. my first owned pet.

R.I.P My little boy.. :'(

A Little Tip..

Summer was over last week ago, and said to be the start the rainy season. and looking it as a reason why I was sick for days. yes, I was sick my friends, I even took a photo of me which I don't know if i should post it or not. I took a photo for a reason(this). haha  means that i look so great that i'm scared to post it for people might use it as form of entertainment. lol but since this is what real blogging is about, that  is to be fearless, and to express and unleash what you feel and that is whats going through me right now,  feeling of unleashing the p-h-o-t-o... (like why am i making this as such a big deal?? maybe getting sick has loosen up some screw in me. tighten it up gurl!) cut it short here is the sick me! 

oops...! haha #troll

little Ms. Sick..

getting sick is not the thing people wanted. like me I prefer on school days hehe!kidding! but please not on vacation! since now Mr. Rainy season is in I wanna share some tips on how to avoid getting wet like soaked! and not being stranded anywhere. 

• always have the initiative of bringing your umbrella w/ you and if your a man it's not a problem, real men uses umbrella! for all we know June to August in the Philippines are the months that has mostly storm visits. 
• check weather updates. (speaks for its self.)
• you can actually feel when it's raining right? like when you look up the sky, and its gray, when its supposed to be blue. and when its super windy kinda cold that can blow a woman's skirt up, even if natural wind is not like that & really not bringing certain cold. if that happens do not have second thoughts, go straight home where pillow & your comfy blanky is waiting. just forget the booze & the party even if it's friday/saturday night! for you might be stranded on your way to the party. nothing fun on being stranded. unless w/ your crush! haha
• use leather or synthetic leather bags or any bags that is water resistant. i personally used bags like this in purpose because aside from their looks and durability it protects your files, books, phones etc.. from being wet. water doesn't go through it only slides plus you only need to wipe it, then its dry. unlike the other bags.
• never run out of cash. in times of heavy rain and flooded all over the city, jeepneys is so hard to find! and i don't even know why?! they are so playing hard to get! in opposite Taxi's are everywhere.

 there is this one time, the rain was pouring hard around 10pm & I was in Ponciano.  my dad called because I was not home yet when I am supposed to be home at 9 or 9:30. so i told him the situation. and so he said to withdraw 500 on a nearest ATM machine and just take a taxi home. w/c i like! haha and so i took a taxi like a boss. advantage of that i got a valid reason for bringing my dad's ATM anywhere with me until now.

• always have a load. to text someone for rescue! haha

these are just the tips I can give you on how to avoid getting wet and prolly cursing the rain for the rest of your life. and i hope it can help you. for when rains it pours! hehe! I mean it isn't bad after all, it's a blessing from up there. :) 

so it's hello rainy season! & goodbye summer! everyone take care & enjoy the rest of the season! God bless..