Family Twime :)

This week I spent my day almost in everyday with my faaamilyyy! my cousins stayed here for a week! so fun for everyday is a sleepover! and its a movie night every night! and we watched all the Paranormal Activity movie of course each in every night! we don't wanna be posses like and paranoid! haha but sad they had to go home now. I love spending time with them even if they're younger than me because I always got the privilege of being their "ate" I can command things to them such as chores! ;p and plus we always laugh when were together, pointing out ones flaw and turning it into something funny. ohhhh.. as I'm doing this post I'm missing them already!!! I did a lot of things /activities this week with them we did icing, pancakes, turon and a lot more! they even helped me clean our house! which I can't accomplish alone! lol and last Tuesday I did my brother's haircut (Mohawk) and color he looked a pretty bad ass! which is up to my next post :) I attended the 5pm mass with 2 of my cousins and the thank God I attended the mass! because I almost did not due to the bad weather. the priest's lecture was really good! that had me reflect on things he said that I can hundredly percent relate!! I can feel enlightenment through his words. Amen to that! ♥ and lastly I had dinner together w/ my 2 boys! (dad,brotha) if you're thinking wheres my mom? well she's not here! she's working abroad.. I MISS YOU SO MUCH MOM!!!  I wanna consider mentioning my mom here in this post as the end of my day, and week. what a beautiful way to end my week. thank you God.



good night everyone! 
sleep tight, don't let the bed bugs bite.. 

xoxo Gladys Angelie .

Stayin' Alive

HI! HI! HI! HELLO! HIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII! 

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:) :D i think i owe a lot from you guys, been M.I.A the past few months. haven't updated since forever and it  makes me intimidated to open this site again! but who care? no one really reads/subscribe to my blog. :p one of the perks for being an unnoticed blogger... but let's carry on and leave the past few months behind and this, I SWEAR to update my site every week on things i've been up to and everything that I just want to share. it's the basic-common-rule into being a blogger. i always wanted to be a blogger tho! like those famous ones? like hello?? they get invited to events, restaurant openings, they even get free gift checks either on food or products. they even got sponsors and since they got sponsors they do blog giveaways!! which I never failed to join! haha that kinda gives me an idea of doing my own give away but also giving me a second thought because no one might actually join. haha! and also the best thing is some of them like Tim Yap, Saab Magalona etc.. really famous ones get to travel on great places/spots with all the accommodations for free. thinking of what they only need to do is blog and promote an event or a place to their readers. people like them are well established bloggers in the country through time equating to the aspiring bloggers like yours truly, ;) to see them as an inspiration on what we could possibly aim. naks! and why do I end up talking about my frustrations? HAHAHA! I am such a random talker and that's a FACT! (maybe in my next post i should do the facts about me? what u guys think?) ..oops! and I think i should end this aside from its already around 12 am here. (coz i can't seem to shut my head up from thinking of talking about things that i end up typing) so bye!

good night! :*

Sundae (Sunday)

hello everyone! i don't have anything/something relevant to share.

 i just wanna do a random post and tell you guys have a great Sunday! anyways, i woke up 4am today to attend the first morning mass @ 5 am w/ fam.

 yes! church girl here! and.. now im bored. and i think imma need to catch up some z's! 

a random song for a random post. :)

le vavoosh!

xoxo Gee.

Fat? So Whutt?

"glads taba-a na nimo oy!" or "ni taba lage ka samot?" these are the over used lines i hear from my friends/family whom i used to commune my entire life, and by just weeks/months of absence in sight this is what i commonly hear.  i don't deny my size, but now i really did gain a lots of weight which is pretty heart breaking.

 "you can't help but eat eh!!" these i wanna shout to my self. but you know i have this out look in life that says "No regrets just Love" so.. uhmmm?

 moving on my health isn't a shock that every time i do blood pressure check in school, or outside i always get the "high blood" result hence, i still continue what i do best.. eating! chos! but no, like in my defense or to all women who's been tired/tortured, had enough of same scenario as mine, let me voice out and speak On our behalf's.. (feeling hero girl?) so here's the thing.

• hereditary - speaks for it self.
• slow metabolism - kelangan pa ng explain?
• lakas apetite - "lang basagan ng trip!" sabi ni fat person.
• lazy lifestyle - ...... 
• forever fat - eh sa fat talaga eh!

common reasons of why a person is fat. for crying out loud! losing weight is such a hard thing to do! i tried, guess? i waved the white flag too soon than i thought. so if your human enough, don't be so shallow and inconsiderate to people who's fat? and and make fun of them and joke on them, not unless your close to the person. i take jokes about me but only to those i joke around too. for that's how we take things right? if you guys think that I'm being defensive about my self, well yes. but not to the highest level (o.a na ako pag ganyan girl!) for sometimes people like that around you makes you uncomfortable about your self and sucks the prettiness that is left out of you. in this era the concept of being beautiful is a package of what you are physically. big factor of that is being thin. to make true to that a lot of ads that has to deal w/ vanity has brought the thought to every person of, being fat or dark skinned is equivalent from committing an adultery.  how mean? lol

i made this blog post for people could take a peek on whats inside of me relevant on moments like that. i have nothing against chubbiness. in fact i do embrace my curves! but my shield has gone too weak and not enough to protect my feelings from peoples insensitivity and shallowness. :( charot! 

HAHA too much for drama. i just wanna end this post with a message that says. 

"i was built for the 50's were women embrace their curves.."  -S.M

see?

but still im in shape, round is a shape. ;)

for my CLOTTEY..

He's my friend, a companion, a stress reliever. He's been with me for 2 years now. I feed him, bathe him, comb his hair, wipe his pee & picked his poop, he maybe small but his a grown-up for me. one thing that has been forever w/ him back when i first had him.. he likes to poo outside my door's room! i get pissed sometimes but my love for him always win. that maybe the reason i don't wanna see him suffer. he is sick, his lungs had weakened that has triggered his immune system to drop down. he has not eaten anything for weeks now. the only thing he's been taking is water w/ dextrose powder. he got some itching, wounds that caused his hair to fall off, and colds..

ALL MY FAULT.

My shallow thinking has caused him sick. this freakin' news about pets that was victimized by heat stroke (for all we know the past summer has never been that hot!) that i saw on TV said to avoid it, is to shower your pets every morning to have the fresh feeling all day, and keep them indoors. so i did! and maybe that was the biggest  mistake I've never should have thought of doing. 

i pity my dog so much.. he is my first pet! every time i come home he always bark, wave his tail and come running towards me. i wanna remember him that way. i love him very much, that it pains me to see his condition now thinking his lungs have weakened because i showered him everyday. and he smells bad already.. the pus that is coming out from his wounds gives that smell. he barely can't see.. i never heard him bark again. last week papa told me to just mercy kill my dog, he said his sickness could infect our 2 other dogs.. we applied a lot of meds already.. we even tried the meds for humans.. not until the vet said he is suffering much already.. it has awakened selfishness.. and decided to agree w/ papa to put him to rest. was my decision right?? i love him so much that i don't wanna see him suffer longer. he suffered long enough because of my dumb thinking. now i only have my dog Miley w/ me and my brothers pit bull named Shibba.i love my dogs so much but these two could may never fill the spot that clottey left, for he is my number 1.. my first owned pet.

R.I.P My little boy.. :'(

A Little Tip..

Summer was over last week ago, and said to be the start the rainy season. and looking it as a reason why I was sick for days. yes, I was sick my friends, I even took a photo of me which I don't know if i should post it or not. I took a photo for a reason(this). haha  means that i look so great that i'm scared to post it for people might use it as form of entertainment. lol but since this is what real blogging is about, that  is to be fearless, and to express and unleash what you feel and that is whats going through me right now,  feeling of unleashing the p-h-o-t-o... (like why am i making this as such a big deal?? maybe getting sick has loosen up some screw in me. tighten it up gurl!) cut it short here is the sick me! 

oops...! haha #troll

little Ms. Sick..

getting sick is not the thing people wanted. like me I prefer on school days hehe!kidding! but please not on vacation! since now Mr. Rainy season is in I wanna share some tips on how to avoid getting wet like soaked! and not being stranded anywhere. 

• always have the initiative of bringing your umbrella w/ you and if your a man it's not a problem, real men uses umbrella! for all we know June to August in the Philippines are the months that has mostly storm visits. 
• check weather updates. (speaks for its self.)
• you can actually feel when it's raining right? like when you look up the sky, and its gray, when its supposed to be blue. and when its super windy kinda cold that can blow a woman's skirt up, even if natural wind is not like that & really not bringing certain cold. if that happens do not have second thoughts, go straight home where pillow & your comfy blanky is waiting. just forget the booze & the party even if it's friday/saturday night! for you might be stranded on your way to the party. nothing fun on being stranded. unless w/ your crush! haha
• use leather or synthetic leather bags or any bags that is water resistant. i personally used bags like this in purpose because aside from their looks and durability it protects your files, books, phones etc.. from being wet. water doesn't go through it only slides plus you only need to wipe it, then its dry. unlike the other bags.
• never run out of cash. in times of heavy rain and flooded all over the city, jeepneys is so hard to find! and i don't even know why?! they are so playing hard to get! in opposite Taxi's are everywhere.

 there is this one time, the rain was pouring hard around 10pm & I was in Ponciano.  my dad called because I was not home yet when I am supposed to be home at 9 or 9:30. so i told him the situation. and so he said to withdraw 500 on a nearest ATM machine and just take a taxi home. w/c i like! haha and so i took a taxi like a boss. advantage of that i got a valid reason for bringing my dad's ATM anywhere with me until now.

• always have a load. to text someone for rescue! haha

these are just the tips I can give you on how to avoid getting wet and prolly cursing the rain for the rest of your life. and i hope it can help you. for when rains it pours! hehe! I mean it isn't bad after all, it's a blessing from up there. :) 

so it's hello rainy season! & goodbye summer! everyone take care & enjoy the rest of the season! God bless..

Update!

Ola people! yay its good to be baaack! if you noticed(if someone cared to notice) I've been away or pretending to be away for days. the reason why my song of the day has been undaunted! lol but anyways, i have a lot of something that I am yet to blog.. hehe but now i just wanna give you a heads up that I'm back to this again! yayy! ta'-ta' for now! xx

Song Of The Day -03

Paris Hilton's Stars are Blind. i used to sing this back when i was 3rd year HS! hehe for being coined by my friends as "Baby Paris" lol how childish is that! and up to now, I still do. even tho' the gods are crazy even tho the stars are blind if you show me real love baby i'll show you mi---hiiiine~~...oops! ;)

XOXO Baby Paris.

Song Of The Day -02

I really had a bad day today! I swear i don't wanna start it with a negativity, sad that is what I feel right now. I'm not even in the mood for anything , but since I just started posting yesterday my "song of the day" its too soon for breaking it.

 

If in case you don't know, there is so much Gagaism in me. and yes I consider my self as one of her little monsters. it saddens me to hear that people are protesting against her in the way she expresses her songs. religious activists complaining about her music videos mainly the Judas video that they find it offensive to the Christian religion and so they plead to cancel her 2 night concert as to same what Indonesia did. My opinion is if you don't like Lady Gaga then do not listen to her, nor watch her videos for you find it offensive. simple as that? and why do they need to cancel a 2 night sold out concert just to please their freakin' misjudgment? how about those people who bought tickets? are they 100% sure they get the right refund? it is easier to sell tickets than doing a refund on a sold out tickets people. I mean common, its not that you listen to her you become a satan worshiper. the thing is if you truly believe and worship God, you would still be on that same ground. I don't wanna think that Lady G. is an ambassadress of a devil by her songs. in fact she even preaches God in some of her songs. my point is, stop the hate! do not implicate others by your very shallow judgment. let her perform in front of the Filipino audience. we boast this country has the very hospitable and welcoming people, and yet we treat one the biggest visitor this can has by rallies and protest. i know people will move on over this matter. and i guess i said too much! i was brought by my emotion and seeing this as a way to ease out everything that has happen today. 

Anyways, on why i choose this song. because this is for me her prettiest look among on her videos and this was the first song that Gaga and I met and it was on bad romance i fell for her.lol and its my way to pay tribute on her visit  here. even if i did not attend her concert i would still be praying for the success of the BTWB and I'm pretty sure it would be. :)

Your little monster, Gladys Angelie.

Song Of The Day -01

yesterday night if you've been following me on TWITTER, I announce there that I will be back and renewing to update my blog site again. chos! so i come up to an idea of posting my "SONG OF THE DAY"  segment-edition(?) like whatever its called. and i hope my "song of the day" continues forever, for knowing me I'm not good in consistency thing. so lets get down to my quote-SONG OF THE DAY-unquote

FAMILIAR? DUH? OF COURSE! been hearing it everywhere!tss. it is Kat DeLuna's Drop it low!!

uhhm.... to be fair for the sake of EVEN and HONEST blogging, me has to confess something. here it goes..

Dear My readers, Readers, Future Readers & to My Future Readers,

               Its not true that this song i posted is I'm hearing everywhere. actually it's not. me just recently heard it from the radio. whats more torture for me is that I only heard the last part where she goes "yah ma'bahow ya ma'bahow turn round!" I don't know the exact words that the song ends to a very catchy-dancable beat that I like.. so i desperately  searched it on youtube & google in which turns out to a 0 result. I even checked on to Killerbee Davao's facebook page, and listen to every unfamiliar song that tops their daily and weekly chart, but there was none. have you guys been in the same feeling as mine? huhuhu felt like crying that moment.  but instead I search for it again, but this time I was more persevere. charot! then I get tired for there was really no "ya'bahow turn round" song result. to raise my mood up, i listened to Kat DeLuna's whine up the same artist who sung the song I was dying to know!! that awesome moment you clicked one of the suggested videos, the moment it played you had a feeling it was the song that you were looking for?! while it goes on you knew 100% sure that it was really! really! the song!? yay! HAHA dude! then i found out it was released last year?! and it has already 14M views? -__-  .................

Moving on, this song has repeatedly played over hundreds times already that turns out to be the theme song of my summer. best fit to be my song of the day! its like when listen to it, it make me wanna dance and shake my bod-daayyy!! anyways Kat DeLuna is known for songs like this. she has in common w/ JLo. and before this end I wanna have the privileged of giving her a shout out.

TO Kat DeLuna : Dayuum girl! 

hmm.. okay End! :)

Me Gusta!! (Bora Bora)

Me as a 19 year-old-girl-student, summer is the season of feeling unleash, fun, road-trips, sleepovers, beach & chill. when in reality the most of my summer only beach was achievable. label me now, i am the "BORING" type. I'll take it! that's fine with me.. just to justify my self, i had lots picturing in mind on what to do and where to go! i just don't have the means on aiming that, I'm talking about C-A-S-H baby! and since i spent most of my summer by bathing my dogs, doing chores, watching movies online! im mostly on the internet looking for hypes, updates, news, anything that is interesting until i ended up on this site. i've seen bora bora already (on tv) last year or early this year not really sure, it was featured on Keeping up With The Kardashians season 6 episode 10 then continuous to another episode that ends to Kris Humphries proposal! oops, i'm a fan! hehe and really the scenery, the blue water  it was really breath taking that made me wish i hope i was a Kardashian just to be in that place. I love beaches, not really a beach babe but loves to pretend I am one. i googled more about bora bora and here are some of the pictures I've seen.

Don't care if need to wear two piece in this body just to dive in this crystal blue waters! lol

Bora Bora is an island in the Leeward group of the Society Islands of French Polynesia, an overseas collectivity of France in the Pacific Ocean. -i googled that!

 This was my villa where i stayed for 1 week. #dreamon

Shades of blue

PERFECTION...

Le friends..

One of their most proud offers is that you can go swimming w/ turtles, baby sharks, stingrays and lots of colorful fishes. and you can have your lunch/breakfast in the water. tables and chairs are sunk in.

Full view of the island.

 diba? so heaven!! who ever spends his/her vacation in this place will have such unforgettable experience. very lucky. I bet now you've seen photos, now suddenly you wanna bring yourself here! :p Am I right? beacuase thats what i feel after watching the bora episode. if only i was rich! oops.. 

for all of you who love to read senseless-fun-blog? keep your eyes open for this site! for blogging is #morefuninthePhilippines keep you guys posted! :) le vavoosh!

How Does He See Things?

are you an "UNWANTED"? am i unwanted?.. yes! im talking about the times when your parents scolded you at one thing you did? so they mock to you to death! then there goes the "UNWANTED" words came out from them which you UNWANTED to hear?! yah, been there! and two words for them:"it hurts!"

a cousin of mine came to me but he really did not come to approach me, he checks on the computer if it was on so he could play but since its not, he came to me and asked for a biscuit that i was eating. this cousin im talking about is 7 or 8 yrs old not really sure.(sorry) this randomly came to mind as he turned his back going same direction he was. he is an unwanted child, an unwanted to the family, a love child. at age 0f 2 his mother deceivingly ask his father w/c is my uncle to visit her family in their place like to which as the neighboring mountains of Mt. Tralala! and said for only a week or two but never returned leaving all the responsibilities to him(my uncle). the child mostly grew up to be with my lola for his father is working. the very reason he gets giddy when his fathers at home. sad, and unfair to him. this kid is very different among all my cousins. different in his actions, his attitude that is annoying. and making him to be to be in such young age to experience the unwanted treatment. not that were maltreating him, in fact he gets a special treatment and the consideration that his a love child. but you know.. the sprout of the unwanted traits he get from his mother slowly showing up? yes! his mother has the A-T-T-I-T-U-D-E!! she answers back to my grandma, shouting at the kid, causing a scene when there are visitors!? these are some of her specialty that we don't want him to have. but now he's being a copy. in ways he's being misunderstood! i feel guilty every time im putting him down, stepping on his feeling besides the fact i know it could affect him mentally and emotionally.. or unreasonably pinching his ear for leaving his trash. i am unfair to him. we are unfair to him. we only want him to act proper. not to mention he is the literal "kiat na bata" "pabadlong" but he will never understand. this kid will remember all the things we did good or bad to him. or he will lash out at as when he reaches the stage he can! possible right? but all these are my thoughts about him. im having a feeling he won't. he's a good kid after all. to wrap it all, we love him, he is special, im glad her mom left and didn't bring him w/ her. he's my cousin. my brother. i care about him(seriously).

thinking people doesn't want you is sad, having the "UNWANTED" feeling is worse. i don't want to be unwanted! who likes to be one? no one! it is important to take the time to get to know yourself to not have unwanted feeling you get. Loneliness and the feeling of being unwanted is the most terrible thing. to ease that, be w/ the right people that helps you be the person you want to be. be open on what you feel, at the same time be sensitive w/ others for you might hurt and make them feel unwanted. enjoy the life! either your cool,pa-cool, weird, nerd?! whatever your personality is! don't mind the negative thoughts for it will only give you bitter feeling. Life is too short to spend time with people who suck the happiness out of you! five words to end this: "your beautiful and you loved! " :)

At My Nothingness

I was browsing to some photos when i stopped and stared to this.

this photo was taken 4 years ago, right after our graduation ceremony. looking at this brings me a lot of thoughts like, my waist line that time was 33 and now its 39, we were a friendster babies! , we eat "fishballs" after class w/c are not fish balls anyway, it was only made of flavored flour then deep fried!(no fish mixture) and we used to trick "kuya" w/c has become our suki every afternoon of the pieces we get. ratio is 1 is to 4 but we,well.. 1 is to 10! hahaha not really proud of that, now. ;p then i used to make "baktas" (walking) going home, sit on the grass, chat w/ friends while waiting for "sundo"(guardian), gossip, laugh out loud, take pictures/videos using camera phone, walk-walk around the campus and a lot more. that was HS. what struck me most in these photo is that, i were supposed to be doing this shot again wearing toga, or throwing grad caps to make it more funner! and that is suppose to be this year .. but i chose to extend it!!!!!! some of them graduated and it makes me so jealous! :'c well... couldn't blame anybody but my self. i guess browsing photo was a bad idea. wehehe